Tuesday, November 11, 2008

desperation in pursuing happiness

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where was she? the girl i used to know.
that once knows no fear. shares her thoughts, her smile and laughter, her cheer, her brave?
the spirit, the passion, the love, they are all turning into ashes.
why can't i just get over it? it is over. over.
was i meant to be alone? where are they, who truly cares for me?
they don't understand me. even them, the one i truly love and care,
the closest amongst all the things i have in the world. what else?
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is it just my dream? is it a bullshit reality now? it's a freaking reality!

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