i wish my heart is made of iron. no, maybe diamond, it's strong against pressures, it doesn't rust, you can even use them to cut. and you'll be glad if you receive a ring made from one, don't you? :)
it's been more than a week since exam finished. the madness mode is seemed to be ON always =D tomorrow is saturday, which means i'll be home soon. home sweet home~
there is certainly excitement in me, but a part of me is just so reluctant to leave. as if there's still something causing me struggle to remain here. just a feeling.
anyway highway busway, i'll still go back, i miss the feeling of air there. the weather is more normal than Singapore recently.
looks like i'm getting used to the pain every time i apply Betadine to the wound, just like women getting used to blisters and swollen-reddish-ankle from new heels.
to really think of it, pain is temporary. it's part of a process where you come to face it in one point of your life, then you learn how to overcome it so you can appreciate the little things that come to you. broken-hearted, jealousy, unexpressed love all eventually ends up in pain. just a matter of how you want the pain to be. endless? tortorous, or sufferless? (btw, is sufferless in dictionary?? lol)
there you go. it's all up to you. just remember that no matter how hard you think the situation you are in, it's a matter of choice. do you think that NTU scholar really wanna kill the professor? if you think so, then think again. it's not that he's forced to, it's his choice that matters.
there's always a way :) try it and you'll understand. of course, sometimes the way out wouldn't be served right in front of your eyes, if you get upset too easily, it would have slipped from your sight, you wouldn't find it.
i felt alot more optimistic now. thanks, for making me stronger, i am grateful, i really am.
and i miss him owhgawd~~ i wanna see him before going back, but how?
speaking about going back, i am not really sure what to pack yet =S i haven't washed my clothes and not done with cleaning up the mess in my room! and i really hope tomorrow will go well, haven't met my ex-roomate since prom night graduation! wew, that's reaaaaaaally long for an ex-roomate. haha.
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some pages from PageOne's books that really made me engrossed XD
the three KE-PO mermaids with each of their horoscope readings
Dinner @secret recipe, unfortunately without the meal shot..
the lost Little Nyonya heading to 'pasar'
and and Headline News... two honoured ladies sitting on luxury item worth over S$47,000! with a S$4,600 mirror (lelang, lelang!)
finally got myself a replacement for the worn-out sandal! It's pretty feminine, though. I don't know why, i just love it. =D
these days' weather is getting crazier. i wonder when i can peacefully wash my clothes and hang them outside before me going back. leaving all those dirty clothes behind for one month is gross. for the room, and for me when i returned.
Grand Marnier, i love it never hated Remy Martin though V.S.O.P kinda rocks