live update

12:14 PM

let's see. "lotte" is staring at me from my bed right now. i feel so nervous. not because of the stare, but i can't see the keyboard properly it's so dark.

ok, the light is on now. the other two people in my room is discussing psychology where a just-wake-up woman who admits that part of her name is a theme park in Japan is interviewing a just woke-up and insist an "i-just-bathed" statement (ok, in this case she already did) for her psychology test tomorrow.

french lesson this morning is a 10 mins consultation about our role play. breaking record. i woke up one and a half hours earlier to type the dialogue out from our written script.

felt completely good today after seeing people getting lost control last night in Ice-Cold. haha. nice feeling anyway. it's good to see some other crazy side of your classmates :D apart from the fact that one or two of them may turn a bit violent.

13:33 PM

IT free access lab is seriously more peaceful and cozy compared to business' school. can't expect the noise to die down. not even a minute. it's totally not-a-me-place. if nata can reply me faster if she's available, i am so gonna be outta here as fast as possible.

pril's doing project with her group member. still waiting. waiting still. nata please call me soon. like now?

14:11 PM

i was thinking of a live update journal. but it would be too long and draggy to read. never mind. some random thoughts. getting ready for lunch. more update later.

monday blue

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind..
maybe that's why winged Cupid is painted blind.

it's not like there's of any occasion. of love. or anything. in fact more and more people are getting sick nowadays. please take care of yourselves. get well soon people :)

i believe we all have our own views on life.
and maybe this is just me.
when you keep thinking over how contradicting a mind can be, it gets rather confusing at times. there are some thoughts in you that you couldn't help thinking over and over again because it makes no sense to you. or it makes you sick and hurt. or it brings back some unpleasant playback in the back of your head. shitty.

anyway, Monday blue is over. waking up at 8.50am for 9 morning class is a total mess. it doesn't feel good at all. so no matter how insomniac i get tonight, im not gonna turn on my laptop again. i will be sleeping before 1! yeah, made up my mind. (>.<)

Missing someone gets easier everyday
because even though you are one day further
from the last time you saw them,
you are one day closer to the next time you will.

i was thinking of changing the skin and get some your.juliet blogskin :D
maybe not now. i changed my mind. shall wait for the next Valentine, let's wait for the anniversary. i still can't take my eyes off the skin. too many memories.

freeze the time

Je pense tout le temps à toi
i couldn't concentrate on anything else. it's way too distracting.

Caught The Haunting that ended at midnight. If only i wasn't late to catch 7.45 movie slot and made the rest wait (>.<) i wouldn't be scaring myself on the way home and on the way to my dream. I literally jumped when i heard the slightest sound in the dawn. But no regret watching it!
oh maybe a lil' bit regretful, seventh month is coming.

The hamsters need a proper home. I want to hold and touch them again, it reminds me of the hamster couple friz used to have. man, i used to love them so much! i miss them. hope nata's hamz this time will be well taken care of.

lovely day

Today's weather is so lovely!
"Accidentally engaged-ing" in the midst of the breeze..

memorably remembered!

this explains the torrential and darkness this morning.
i was literally dragging myself out of bed for the morning class! argh~ life couldn't be worst that being deprived from sleep =S

thoughts tearing out

today,
i found out that everything in this world is never enduring. and i believe in it.
nor happiness neither pain. it was too devastating, too suffering, too suffocating to find out that despite every effort you put in to brighten someone's day, you can't do it unless the person changes his/her mindset.

today,
i found out too, that despite how overwhelming your emotion is, whether it is good or bad, you should learn to control it. in front of others, especially in front of yourselves.

today,
i realized that there is absolutely nothing can turn out as perfect as what you dream of. life always has its own way of making things turn out like what it is to be, so why wait till it all turns so perfect? grab the chance and go with the flow of life, cuz never will it come.

today,
right this moment i see a lot of despicable eyes that can't satisfy its thirst of temptation. human's mind indeed freaks me out.

last n i g h t,
i dreamed of something similar. that makes me jump out. it scared the hell out of me. not ghost. not murderer or serial killer. not monster. just human.

if i reconsider it once again, Edmond, i don't want to have super memory like that woman too. i can't even find my happiness yet without that special abilities.

shoutheart

at times, i really wonder why people around you are drawn to you, like they have expected something that makes them feel so good from you, when you feel like you have nothing much to offer.
seriously, it makes me feel so helpless. it's frustrating.
i don't know why but i am definitely not that fantastic (>.<)

the lady in love

today is probably the healthiest day I led for the last few weeks.
here's some list out to show off (hah! i bet it's for today only >.<)

1. wake up 8 int the morning. (with more than 3 alarms set up and snoozings)
2. having breakfast. i repeat, breakfast, not brunch!
3. swim (wow, i actually do pay money to swim after i move out from a place where
4. plus night walk from safra to home! (although it's because we have no choice after missing the last bus 8)

still still, im having a good day i feel so good! :D i love this morning's french class too.

it's gonna be a better one tomorrow.. sleep well..^^

if you found a key to this heart, please think twice to unlock it, don't break it apart

you'll see what you need to see

what has got into me these days, attending people's lecture. goodness, i should stop doing this because i regretted attending pril's 2 hours OB lecture. i almost dozed off for the last one hour. man, should just go home and get some sleep.

psychology makes me imagine no further how scary human personality can be. sometimes it hurts me not realizing what some people truly think and feel, at the same time i am scared myself cuz after i get to know what their mind is like, i don't feel like getting any deeper anymore. indeed complicated.

do traumas change people that much?
how can one pretend something that affects his/her life so much never happened at all, and keep it to themselves, appearing to be all strong and steadfast when they are not?

gawd, i have no idea at all. the lesson, it doesn't seem to give me guidance~

well well well,
enough of that, it's gonna boil my blood even more.

i really feel like getting some workout recently. with people around me battling with their sickness, i don't wanna be sick, because there is no point being sick and staying, rotting at home with only TV and computer as accompanion. that would freaking bored me out..

after today's long day, 2 hours of french class tomorrow sounds exciting and short! haha.. i am looking forward to enjoy the weekend. C'est bon!

"Nobody on his death bed wished he'd spent more time at the office."

do something to your life if you want it to be the best thing you lived. ^^

thinking of you

comparisons are easily done
once you've had a taste of perfection
like an apple hanging from a tree
i picked the ripest one, i still got the seed

you said move on, where do i go?
i guess second best is all i will know

thinking of you..
katy perry

dilemma-nised

apologize for the late post-up. i know it's been ages (>.<)

show premier begins!

the ultimate way of taking breakfast..haha..


nez-in-action

another great idea from our dear housemate for locating a home phone. excellent, all fingers up for u, especially the middle one! LOL

tied up with all kinds of bills.

i guess i need someone to talk to.
more than you do.