week of turmoil and peace

it's been a week of schooling. lots of ups and downs. but overall it's alright i guess. the thoughts of holding on is so distinct still, just that there's a difference of how the feeling has subsided. i was too tired to worry about what has occured or what will happen. or what is going on. maybe this is the best way, maybe this should be done earlier. but imissyou. damn. i can't tell my heart not to look forward for your call or every sign of your presence.

and this is just not so good. my stomach keeps showing signs of gastric and severe pain. although it's the last place i wanna go, i should go to consult a doctor some other time if it is acting out again.

Today:

having accounting class for 3 straight hours in such early morning. i got myself lost in the sea of business people to find the tutorial class in panic having thoughts of late and caught in unfamiliar atmosphere. and the fact that the tutor himself was not punctual somehow made me relieved. it was kinda messy when we formed project group, i just got to know my members in 5 mins time when the tutor announced us to get to talk and "mix around in 5 mins". -.= it was kind of weird though. there are few classmates named yiling, yingxing, yiting. if i'm not wrong. tried my best not to get confused between three of them.

went out with huany and one of her church friends Shan shan (i hope it's the correct spelling :D) after few hours of messing around in school with c207.
shopped till drop, laughed till my leg turned jelly..that was fun and totally entertaining, thanks guys! and the Marvelous cream French sweet parfait was soooooo nyummy baby! hahah..
i ♥ dark chocolate ^_*

you change for two reasons.

either you learnt enough that you want to;

or you've been hurt enough that you have to;;