third week home

it's been my 3rd week here. have been spending lots of eventful times with the big family. all with different atmosphere each time, of reunion, of meet-ups, of dinner :) the laughs, giggles, shouts even the children cries. somehow, it always cheer me up. although people constantly change, the faces or the characters, home never does. the most comfortable place i ever know for 18 years. now i'm feeling reluctant leaving home, as if afraid of missing the thoughts of being pampered i never have before. :P

can't really believe my 18th birthday's over. i thought i could be more mature than i am now. life indeed has its own way. never could we predict.

and for the people who has been supporting me through tough times and helping me in making life's big decisions. i want to thank all of you for always being there for me :)
Battista once said, "The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them, while they are alive. i don't wanna have regrets anymore.

it's been raining for days. raining again now. ~.~ i wonder when it will stop. and my "sista" is happily swimming away ignoring mom's nagging about thunder blablabla. i would rather not joining sista bathing in rain and chlorine solution. avoiding mom's powerful speech is satisfying enough! Xp

had night snacks with dad mom and bro last night as usual in VID (expected, sista requested..) chicken fried in some special seasoning (idk what it is called) for flavouring fruit i guess. it's utterly delicious. =) and my dad offered me and bro heineken. haha! that's even more delicious.

dad: "the fried chicken will go best with this beer, try it."

mom: "they are looking at us. what do they think of us when the father teach his children how to drink beer." (sounds utterly worried)

dad: "what's wrong with that? don't care so much about it, you want some?"

and then they continued on and on. haha. that was cute.

anyway, there's so much things to learn still. :)

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺
却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待續

if only i could transform those memories of us.