Monday, August 03, 2009

in the midst of your love breeze

1.11 AM. i couldn't sleep. that's obvious. currently listening to 'Miss you like crazy'. the one that keeps playing in my head, over and over again. even when the song ain't playing. the lyrics just repeats in my ear.

ok, COTS test later. i mean, Monday afternoon. i wish i could just memorise all of them and jot them all down in the test paper. i hate memorising. just couldn't remember details like that. (>.<)

pril is depressing now. over her lost thumbdrive. my arm is painful, she pinched me.

so please please, if anyone found a thumbdrive especially with some doll face attached,
it may be hers.
please inform/return me. thanks!
she desperately in need of it. her project.

let's see. i can do plan A. scan through everything just literally read the notes. plan B. read, understand, and REMEMBER it hard. memorise if i need. can't take it, go back to plan A. set.

tomorrow morning, i shall study :D

you are not you who i used to know anymore.
it's sad.
but what use would it be
it's not like tape recorder.
it can't be rewind.
total stranger.
that's you indeed.
just amazed by how drastic things changed.
how life transformed you so much
it sucks.

the you i knew has died.
so do the me you used to.
i need eraser to rub you off my sight.
off my life.
off my head.
disappear please disappear.

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