rattling on and on

daaaamn. i'm suffocating at home.

i don't usually stay at home like this, but here i was, and still am.

my whole morning was taken away by sleep, with meaningless and endless dream.

i woke up with 3 things in mind-bath, laundry and sorting out books.

okay, at least i did 2 out of 3, after 3 hours in front of computer screen with blank mind.

the more i think about changing, the more my head filled with plans to adjust back this chaotic body clock of mine. having first meal at dinner time and second meal at dawn will sure enough fulfill the fasting procedure already. and for me, that ain't a good news. but i'm still doing it.

i miss home. random, but i really miss home.

when i stepped out of the house, the view of families eating together in a round table foodcourt downstairs made me felt homesick so much.

time to give the wardrobe a good care.

how about a toga dress?

you are confusing

what are you thinking of?

dreadful night

my, like finally. FINALLY.

finally, reached home after cabbing from queenstown to harbourfront to send friz off.

she sure have lots of things to bring home (-.=)

and then 30 mins mrt journey with a body that has only 3 hours of sleep

with a face that craves for rest.

for a week, my body clock is totally under 180 degree transformation.

currently struggling between hunger and sleep.

was thinking of having toast set meal with soft-boiled egg.

but i think i can just fall asleep while eating. okay, i'm off to bed.

switched off.

post exam euphoria

my paper ended 2 days ago. and i havent got home ever since. out having fun in Charlot's. i'm getting more and more fond of this area. it's so peaceful and different. it feels so different from the other part of Singapore. if only i don't go to TP, i'd probably move to serangoon, yck and surrounding.

rain seems to stop already. time to go home.

see ya later. =D

the dark hours of silence

even with those pair of heavy eyes, my mind just refused to shut off.

love and time

Love and Time

Credit~mjagiellicz

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived:

Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love.

One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left.

Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed.

Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

nightmare. grim. it will soon gone. in no time.

and one more paper to go :D

my padlock holder

Credit ~pinksocks

if you don't intend to padlock my heart, will you please return me the key?

love papaya milk

right now i feel like finding a place, finding a very very high place where i can have a picturesque view of the high rise buildings or the scenery of country side. even better Bora bora island. it's been stuffy these days. my head is stuffed up now too with all the BIS terms.

it will soon gonna be over and i wanna finish going through all of the notes by tomorrow. so that i'm feeling enlightened. :D

and papaya milk, i love!

corrine may is loved

total addiction to corinne may's angel in disguise. :D

tomorrow's goal: waking up early.

they say when there's a will, there'll be a way. haha. i'm totally believing it okay. i can do it.

weekends past faster than expected. now lab tests were over too.

wow, it's officially 3 more days left to exam and in a week's time holiday is fetching me already! it's calling my name now :D

spending night at clarke quay (thank you for persevering with me going one round for the kebab, ms char and mr jiankai >.<) honestly, i din't know it's gonna be that far either. and then char's house. i have a very fun time playing prank on someone with her msn! ahah.

jalan kayu prata curry is very nice and spicy :D and i wonder why lrt stations are so close to each other like you can walk from one station to another within 5 minutes, but you have to wait once every 15 minutes for the train to come. all in all, had a grrrrrreeeeeeeat time. ^^

owkay, shall be off to slumberland now. bonne nuit.

Take a look at the ordinary

Don't need to look at Paradise

You could be next to an angel in disguise <3

last but not least

Happy Birthday, Indonesia!

for the 64th times :)

pekanbaru i miss you

Pekanbaruuuuuu, i miss you!

i just felt like posting everything about my homesickness here.

i wanna go backkk! =S

go back to the place where my 9 years of life spent.

just a rough guess. haha.

OH i found it! *elated*

here!

HOME SWEET HOME (>.<)

Pekanbaru library - this is like one of the giant buildings that exists in the town

governor's headquarter - i feel sorry but this is how imbalance life can turn out to be.

credit: Afianto Tito

decolorised

decolourised heart is gone.

Falling in love is awfully simple
Falling out of love is simply awful.

but it's been colourful these days. <3

love your breeze

just by imagining what the upcoming week would be like is enough to make my head dizzy!

1. COTS presentation

2. CMSK brochure design

3. DERV powerpoint slides

amazingly the simple list of only 3 things is enough to turn my weekend off.

and i found out that yesterday's:

- french role play went very fine :D

- G.I. Joe is fantastic ( i wanna watch UP too!)

- salty popcorn is tasty, but still prefer if it's mixed with sweet ones.

- i missed the 12hr34mins56secs 07day 08month 09year yesterday because i was too busy fussing over my headache.

- my head pain was gone after that

- learnt that everything doesn't mean it's really everything.

just got the whole house swept clean, with nesty! fiuh.

and what a nice weather today. lovely breezy windy!

ok randomness ended here.

dancing atmosphere

to really live a life ain't that easy

in the midst of your love breeze

1.11 AM. i couldn't sleep. that's obvious. currently listening to 'Miss you like crazy'. the one that keeps playing in my head, over and over again. even when the song ain't playing. the lyrics just repeats in my ear.

ok, COTS test later. i mean, Monday afternoon. i wish i could just memorise all of them and jot them all down in the test paper. i hate memorising. just couldn't remember details like that. (>.<)

pril is depressing now. over her lost thumbdrive. my arm is painful, she pinched me.

so please please, if anyone found a thumbdrive especially with some doll face attached,

it may be hers.

please inform/return me. thanks!

she desperately in need of it. her project.

let's see. i can do plan A. scan through everything just literally read the notes. plan B. read, understand, and REMEMBER it hard. memorise if i need. can't take it, go back to plan A. set.

tomorrow morning, i shall study :D

you are not you who i used to know anymore.

it's sad.

but what use would it be

it's not like tape recorder.

it can't be rewind.

total stranger.

that's you indeed.

just amazed by how drastic things changed.

how life transformed you so much

it sucks.

the you i knew has died.

so do the me you used to.

i need eraser to rub you off my sight.

off my life.

off my head.

disappear please disappear.