M for meLLisa

What Mellisa Means

M is for Moral E is for Excellent L is for Loud L is for Lively I is for Innocent S is for Spunky A is for Animated

What Does Your Name Mean?

miss universe '07

history of miss universe titleholders..

AND . . .

the candidates of miss uNiVerse 2007!!!

the 5 bad frenzzz!!!! :p

drawn by : diaNasaur suwi2.. hoho..

we R the bad frenz...!!!
actually the rabbit shud be using a pistol.. turned out to be hair dryer in de end.. maybe the rabbit shud have her hair dried in the irst place XD..

thiz week feels so long.. time iz runnin slow.. todae my whole body is aching.. uhm.. after the napfa and remedials plus testszzz.. luckily.. yesterdae had MORE than enough sleep.. so the exhausted feeling iz skipped..

i juz tried to let out what i felt.. but the results turned out to be unexpected.. and not a good one.. i s'pposed it's nt the right way to express it.. but that's the fact.. painfuL or not..sorry for hurtin u.. i dun mean it..

rain againz..

hm.. bored.. todae hv got so much work to do.. uw.. what a homey dae.. stay at home and lookin straight to those freakin mathz sums.. right from the time i woke up till evening.. and continue tuition fer 3 hours up to midnite.. went down to fetch teacher.. n hell.. the rain suddenly poured down so heavily the moment i step out of the sheltered place.. ended up soaked in rain water.
the stupid gate refused to open and we r stuck there.. huw..

i hate rainn.. XD

beautifuL^

why are our eyes closed when we sleep?
why are we havin tears flowed down from eyes?
why are we imagining things?
why are we kissin?

answer is because BEAUTIFUL things in this world is UNSEEN by us..

we are all unique..
we felt that livin alone is weird
and when we found the same uniQueness with someone..
we trapped in an identicaL uniQueness called LOVE..

there are some things we refused to let go..
some we people we refused to live without..
but please remember.,
LETTIN GO is not the end of the world..
but a starting of new life..

when u wanna say somethin..
look at the mirror.. stare at your own eyes..
from there u'll see the shoutout of your heart
and the truth lies inside..

`meLL_

"hOlidae!!!"

march holidae is comin towards us now.. huh.. how i wish i don't have tiz kind of break.. worksheets are lot more than normaL.. s**Kz.. todae receiving my report boOk.. my guardian was not abLe to come so her assistant replaced her to talk to our form teacher.. bout me and nesty.. and wth,, i've got two bonus underlined for 2 subjects and that'z English & comb. humanitiesss.. argh.. this is actually, well quite reasonable.. i can't do my SS.. but shudn't be F9 for english.. at least 45 - 55 % i'll be so happie to know that..
freak.. ppl how u improved ur english writin.. tell me..

after schoOl iz which i thought another boring CCa.. sittin down there and do nothin.. but it turns out to be quite fun.. we've gt a treasure hunt organised by IT club mmberz for da us da librarians.. runnin here and there around da schooL from da lvl 4 music roOm to basketbalL court.. wew.. 6 of us gurLx were so enthu.. and we managed to be da 1st winner who completed the hunting..

(championz!)

it's food time!!! we went to eat ice cream @junc 8.. uhmz.. really mouth-waterin.. and we spend quite a time there enjoyin our snackz.. busy chit-chatting., takin picz., gossipin bout the other customers there.. and lot more craps..

(haagen~ daz)

let'z call it a dae..
enjoy ur weekend!!!

`mell_^^

uhm.. what a dae..

physic test todae is quite shockin.. it's a 15 mins test. shOrt n simpLe.. i managed to complete all of 'em although didn't revise the day before test as my txtbook notes, etc were all stuck in da locker!! never bring home., juz using it during lesson and most of da time hold passes as locker permanent residentzz.. hhO.. hope i could make it through.. even though barely scrape through.. will be enough 4 me.. =p

PE lessonz..

(badminton players in act!on)

(the 2 models sittin with pose in frnt of a chillin' big fan XD)

(zZZZzzzz.. nez exhausted after badminton bcoz of hunger)

CIP programme.. bishan hOme.. wew its so fun.. though at 1st the atmosphere iz quite weird as i have not been there before.. and the loud 4E4 all of sudden turned to a haLf dead and panick when enterin the haLL where a sea of residentz havin their all kinds of activities and own habits..

..we made a dare step, we turn around and interact with them.. it's quite pleasurable than what we thought.. most of them are int'rested and class are quite cooperative.. fortunately the woman i've been approaching was no longer showin me a black face and frownin as she did before.. she's being so opened and started to talk to me.. uhmm so hapiee.. she's quite protective of herself and the tidbits we gave.. which then she's been more opened than 1st i met her..

finally after all the games and exercises.. we r sayin good bye and were about to leave the Home.. the woman refused to let me go and kept on grasping my hand.. (which i found quite tight) hha.. i guess she was angry that we aLL left and dint wanna stay with her.. that at last she muttered out a bye word.. uhm.. they r all sO soft and sensitive.. they've got a sharp sense of ppl's feeling.. it's really a nice xperience to know them..

around 5pm pluz that i reached home.. huaaa.. tired tired.. wanna hit da sack..

`mell_^^

haha.. own experiment..

sittin up there crackin brain.. wonderin how to make a best fit line graph.. ugh,, finaLLy did it.. after kept walkin to and fro mr yong in da physicx lab.. pendulum sound fell down.. klontang klonting here n there.. hate that sound.. as if itz fallin to ur head.. so heavy and shrieky.. ughh..

pic of our pieces.. frOm the pendulum exprmnt.. huahua..
(kinda funny.. a modeL with the photographer??)

("peace"!! huehue.. a few needlez and 2 corks)

(with 2 supports.. be a stronger ya go..)

couplez

hope there'll be NO hands snatch his/her partner away from each other..
let 'em live on their own..
as ONE..

alwayzz..
till unBEARable pain comes to separate 'em one dae..
then it'll stop.."

indO bbQ '07

huahua.,. taken durin bbQ..

after indO bbQ.. squeezing to my roomzz like sardines in can!!! 5 of Us pose out of 8 gaLz.. the other 2 has hit the sack and anoda one takin p!c.. huahua.. ^.~

for more detailz.. can check out nesty'z blOg.. huau.. lazy to write.. and summOre ther'z me n julz pic with magiC powder all over our facezzzz after playin card game... OMG>.. tats really REALLY mad.. i surrender to losing.. ugh.. end up as a 'cHampion'.. uhm.. y'know wad i mean..

neway.. itz fun.. filled w laughter n jokez..

happiness iz

Happiness EXISTS
for those who are cryin..
those who are hurt
those who search for it
and those who've tried
because THOSE are the peopLe who appreciates
how meaningfuL the soul who've touched their heart..

a PURE LOVE..
is when even u let down ur TEARS for 'em
and u find that u STILL care for 'em..
is when they are NO longer care 4 u
and u STILL hold ur faith to wait for 'em..
is when they starts to fall in love with OTHER
and u STILL smile while saying "I'm happy for u"..

if ur love FAILS,
FREE urself..
Let your wings of heart spreads and FLY to the sky..
take it as that u FOUND a love and LOST it..
but when the love DIES.,
u don't NEED to DIE with them..

a TRUE FRIEND..
understand u when u say "I forgot.."
waits foreVer when u say "Wait for a whiLe.."
stay by ur side when u say "Leave me aLone"
open his/her door before u ask "Can i go in..?"

LOVIN...
is NOT how you FORGET but how you FORGIVE..
is NOT how you LISTEN to 'em but how you UNDERSTAND..
is NOT what you SEE but what you FEEL..
is NOT how you LET it GO but how you GO THROUGH..

It's more HURTFUL when u CRY inside..
rather than when u cry it OUT..
tears on your eyes can be wiped off..
for tears inside heart left UNFORGETTABLE deep pain..

there will be a times when u have to STOP lovin someone..
not because they don't love you NOMORE..
BUT because we are aware that they will be HAPPIER when we LET 'em go..

If you REALLY love someone..
don't let 'em go..
LETTIN GO doesn't mean u really LOVE 'em..
so "Fight for ur Dream"
that's what they called : C I N T A S E J A T I..
not as in : "Easy Come...Easy Go"

Sometimez, the ONE you loVe iz da one who HURTS you da most..
and sometimes, a friend who brings u to his/her hugs
and cries with u is the loVe you neva expect..

`mell_^^

CNY

H'p!e cH!neze NEW y3aR !!!

wish aLL of us longevity and prosperity alwayzzz..


um.. NiCe challenging year waitin ahead.. face it with new sp!rit.. neva give up or compLain in anythin u do.. JUZ DO IT!!!


hope ya doin juz as fine as me.. enjoy ur time there.. miz ya my family.. my frenz.. my loVe..

`mellz_

VaLentiNex

hey guyz!!! H'ppi3 V_da3zZZZ.. loveLy dae.. thank you for your <3..

gw sayanQ.. sayanQ loe bngtt...!!!

i AdoRe u so muchh..

thiz love iz unBreakaBle..

`mell_^^

V_daeZ speciaL..!!!

as long as ya <3 me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you are comin' from
I don't care, as long as you love me,..

`mell_

<> as long as ya <3 me <>
cocok bngt ama suAsana ahti.. hhaa..

today

wuihh.. today so happy.. can skip d b0ring library.. haha.. at last can enjoy the moment of weekendz waitin' ahead!! here i comez.. dear saturday and lovely sunda3!!

uhm.. so enthu when it comez to holiday.. not only tat.. in a weekz tym.. anoda chi new year.. wow.. what a blessful year..

hope can enjoy the CAKEZ and BISCUITZ.. hoho..


dasar hiduuupp.. ada aja mslh.. nggaq d sono nggaq d sini.. spaa sih yg ciptain this PROBLEM word.. urgh..



`mell_T.T

sayanq ^O^

The Stupid Test

if anything here has happened to you...put an X for each that is true.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[x] You have ran into a glass/screendoor.

[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.

[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush.

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.

[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.

[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.

[x] You just tried to sing them.

[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.

[ ] You have choked on your own spit.

[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.

[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.

[ ] You type only with two fingers.

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.

[x] You tried to drink out of a straw,but it went into your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

[ ] You have fallen asleep in class and started to talk/drool, or snore.

[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.

[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.

[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.

[ ]You are often told to use your "inside voice".

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[x] You have eaten a bug.

[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.

[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn'trealize it.

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand.

[x] You ran around naked in yourhouse.

[ ]You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.

[x]You break a lot of things.

[x]You tilt your head when you're confused.

[x]You have fallen out of your chair before.

[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.

[x] The word "ummmmm" is used manytimes a day.

well.. quite stupid urh.. sum thingz juz neva go through ur head., coz u think it's t0o stupid to think 'bout.. and u realise how stupid you are when u don't thik bout IT..

`mell_ =p

^O^,,

ya r my peacefuL thought in my mind..
every m0ment with u iz lyk drops of pearLs..
so preci0us like nothin in dis w0rld could beat..

no w0rdz could x-press tiz feeLing for you..
even the whisper of da nite wind.,
could hardly tell u..

so deep inside..

`mell_^^

mell poem :: futur3

future..
what do ya think iz a future?

a time when u don't have to eat rice from field,
when u juz swallow a capsule to satisfy ur need..
a time when u don't have to pay 4 travel feez,
bcoz all u need to do is flying without wingz..

thatz all ppL think about..

it'z a world of alienz 4 me..
when ppL miz the moment of sharing with loved ones..
bcoz money iz da only one filled up their mind..
more and more oblivious to their surroundings..

thiz feeLing iz so SCary..



...mell_

smile..

show ur smile..
bcoz when u smile,
u fill up emptiness,
u peace up a world,
stand out as justice..
and make u da happiest person in da world..

even if ur mind iz in da mess,
ur heart iz in pain,
ur love life iz in broken state..
u'll neva Hurt to smile..
becoz it shines ur purest heart..
ur slightest action, makes a big impact on people...

take every chance of ur liFe.. with ur dear sMile..



`mell_^^

so where ar ya now

bosannnnn ..
shouLd we write a poem? =p


g00d nite to my worLd..
what a cold and empty night..
why u keep walkin in n out of my life..
leaving ur footprints here.,
but it's blown by the wind..
this feeling keep fading away..
but suddenly u come and left a deeper print in thiz heart..
what should i do..
tell me..
u left me with confuse..
thiz heart has got n0 gut to lie..
good night my loveLy world..



`mell_^^
(signin off)

rainy dayzz

phew.. why iz it keep raining these days., here and there.. it's juz water and water.. dark, gloomy faces evrywhere u g0.. mrt, mallz, interchange, bus.. unbearAble..

few dayz ag0 with t0uch to lavender., enjoy her speciaL 'menu' there.. can say it's super HOT.. the chilli even covered moz of da fo0d., can't even see through.. neway.. eating chili when rainin catz en dogs iz pretty enj0yable..! we get changed to PE t-shirt after our whole uniform soaked in the rain.. hoh0.. and that t0uch still take a chance to snap on tha stupid pose.. lol..

capee'

weleh., first dae of sch.. l0vely principal iz givin uz her speciaL speech of da dAe! omg.. i felt asleep.. luckily nt dropped to floor.. she'z jux repeating the same speech over en over again..

my mind still on h0lidae.. uhh.. why can't i fast forward tym.. i wanna finish O lvl asap.. this head is on mess.. n0t becoz of 0 lvl.. it'z just refuse to listen to me., out o c0ntrol for me.. these dayz feel lyk my body iz no longer mine.. doh pusinq.. nggq tao mikirin apa..

mpe sniy dloe.. gw m0 makann.. c ya..


`mell_^^