Sunday, May 26, 2013

Would i reminisce my school days?

Nobody denies how lovely our high school moment was. Even if you regret something you had done back then, been a victim of bully, failed a subject from playing too much or did not talk to that 5 year old crush you eye-candied throughout the years, deep down there is always something we cherish that is brought along when we entered the university. And then you meet people who spent half their time working and barely have time for school projects, or the study freak who reluctantly share what they knew with you, or the other kind who rants daily on their breakups and relationship events and then turn to complaints during study break period how there's only so much time left to study. You realise school was not so fun anymore but not until you meet the crazier working adults you find university life is much more exciting than working.

Life never stops bugging you with new problems, we would only look back and waive it off like it's nothing when we overcome them and when it's over you thought to ourselves, "how did you do that?"

I would admit that studying for my university exam was the most non-sensical life i had gone through, so far of course, because i would anticipate much unpredictable emotions i would be leapt through next, who knows. All i know that within a year of my lectures, they made you sat down in a hall filled with hundreds of students like myself, and did the paper as if your life depended on it (yes, academically it judges your whole year performance). You know better than anyone else that the 3 hours moment would become the most important moment of your life when you were in your final year. You would think yeah why not, it's 3 hours it's bearable. Wait till you have that 3 hours each for five papers in four days. Good luck and wish me luck. I really hope i would pass everything, there's approx 3 more months waiting time to results. Oh and another year till convocation. Can't wait, really.

There's much more to say of my frantic self during exam preparation. Funny how words are cut down so much when you are calmed down a bit (not entirely, since i haven't gotten my exam results). It was the longest mugging period in my school days and i really think it's worth it. And trust me it would be good to stay home to study if you find the comfort in it.

I really really really do wanna pass and graduate, but if it happens otherwise i could probably find a better way to appreciate my time and effort in my studies. Yeah crossed my fingers, would love to end my studies for now. School is worth to be cherished.