now i really don't know if i should thank myself for being in Type B category.
slacker, relaxing, anti-workaholic, ok what else? i can't think of something better to say.
DBIS. yes.
main problem.
BIG problem.
do you notice that d.b.i.s is actually made up of dumb big shit?
ok, i am off to sleep. it's gonna be tomorrow's load, i can't afford to stuff my brain anymore. =S
this sore throat is not getting any better.
and please, no more fever! ~.~
Friday, January 30, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
pics
GONG XI FAT CAI
hong bao na lai !!
CNY candid
my fortune cookie, lol.
written to mell in 2010.
secret affair. woah~ NG.
new year.
spotted: BIG traveller.
hong bao na lai !!
CNY candid
my fortune cookie, lol.
written to mell in 2010.
secret affair. woah~ NG.
new year.
spotted: BIG traveller.
what a break
guess what?
im back here in one small corner of the clearwater residence.
one word for the holiday: dreadful.
and now i really hope the immigration didn't let me in so i can fly back again.
anyway, woke up really early this morning for the flight. went to check-in luggage and met a handful of familiar faces. it sounds like a small reunion before flying to Singapore. and then, there we go. the luggage problem, Manda was kinda pissed off at the way the staff work, lol.
honestly, i am left with no words and all frustration by now. =S
i'll just stop here and catch up later.
and . . .
i miss you, really.
im back here in one small corner of the clearwater residence.
one word for the holiday: dreadful.
and now i really hope the immigration didn't let me in so i can fly back again.
anyway, woke up really early this morning for the flight. went to check-in luggage and met a handful of familiar faces. it sounds like a small reunion before flying to Singapore. and then, there we go. the luggage problem, Manda was kinda pissed off at the way the staff work, lol.
honestly, i am left with no words and all frustration by now. =S
i'll just stop here and catch up later.
and . . .
i miss you, really.
Friday, January 23, 2009
leaving for home
yeay!
i'll be home soon!
very soon!
after all those going around immigration to embassy to immigration from east to city,
i finally decided that no matter what happens after wards, i'm still going. will think about the rest later. worst comes to worst, i'll just enjoy my time in indo while waiting the renewal to be done. and and, probably gotta cope hard with school work. yeah, when you want something so badly, there's always price for you to pay. aih~ i always hate the sayings, but deep down here, i agree with it...
too excited, i don't know what to pack ~.~
resuming . . .
jaa!
i'll be home soon!
very soon!
after all those going around immigration to embassy to immigration from east to city,
i finally decided that no matter what happens after wards, i'm still going. will think about the rest later. worst comes to worst, i'll just enjoy my time in indo while waiting the renewal to be done. and and, probably gotta cope hard with school work. yeah, when you want something so badly, there's always price for you to pay. aih~ i always hate the sayings, but deep down here, i agree with it...
too excited, i don't know what to pack ~.~
resuming . . .
jaa!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
pics
Vivo snaps~
1. mel and her dream kid. lol.
2. mommy-wanna-be. =P
3. glutonny vs edmond.
random shots taken @ outram
clearwater sunset view, yeah again.i love it still. =)
one of my best window view.
ah, vintage-ish.
nez said, it's from some AIDS survey she took in Engineering sch.
and there is small note written something like,
..roses represent AIDS, because you realise the thorns only after your hands bleed. regretting it after it's way too late..
well that's what at least i understand, but i don't get why they took away the thorns? ~.~
isn't rose is called rose because they have thorns? lol.
bad day
one question to myself: What the hell has happened to me today?
man, as if it's just a release of tension and piles of unluckiness thrown on me. ok, i admit that i am not checking my passport carefully. my fault. but the rest. orh come on, that was extremely embarassing, for goodness sake. if not for the Umeshu drink, i probably don't even dare to look at the waiter. argh, shall not talk about that.
have you ever felt like you are out of connection with your closed ones?
they don't get how you felt, or maybe they do, but they don't care.
they know what you want, they do. but it's what they want that comes first...
haiz. anyway, i really really wanna go back home. at least for reunion, whatever. just the feeling of home itself is sooooo good. =S i hope i can go home. oh just this once please, i don't wanna miss it.
whatever i typed above, but today is just not my day.
i repeat this because guess what?
fallen off the chair that i know i have grabbed it. GOSH. heck. damn. wootevar. ugh. just my luck!! !@#$%^&* everything is just so wrong. my hands are red, my ears are red. just left with my black face, gah.
so, it actually doesn't seem that serious. you know, just missed the stupid chair and ended up hurting my ear and hand and, and butt. ~.~
it's gotta be those cleaning-off-your-unluckiness-and-bringing-CNY-luck symptoms uh? ok nez, i agree with u, lol.
ah however entertained i am now, i still waanna share this line with you.. =P
. . .
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
. . .
hope that i'm not inflicting anymore stupid injury on myself, accidentally again..=X
and thanks for almond and huany for helping me putting up things. really appreciate it.
man, as if it's just a release of tension and piles of unluckiness thrown on me. ok, i admit that i am not checking my passport carefully. my fault. but the rest. orh come on, that was extremely embarassing, for goodness sake. if not for the Umeshu drink, i probably don't even dare to look at the waiter. argh, shall not talk about that.
have you ever felt like you are out of connection with your closed ones?
they don't get how you felt, or maybe they do, but they don't care.
they know what you want, they do. but it's what they want that comes first...
haiz. anyway, i really really wanna go back home. at least for reunion, whatever. just the feeling of home itself is sooooo good. =S i hope i can go home. oh just this once please, i don't wanna miss it.
whatever i typed above, but today is just not my day.
i repeat this because guess what?
fallen off the chair that i know i have grabbed it. GOSH. heck. damn. wootevar. ugh. just my luck!! !@#$%^&* everything is just so wrong. my hands are red, my ears are red. just left with my black face, gah.
so, it actually doesn't seem that serious. you know, just missed the stupid chair and ended up hurting my ear and hand and, and butt. ~.~
it's gotta be those cleaning-off-your-unluckiness-and-bringing-CNY-luck symptoms uh? ok nez, i agree with u, lol.
ah however entertained i am now, i still waanna share this line with you.. =P
. . .
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
. . .
hope that i'm not inflicting anymore stupid injury on myself, accidentally again..=X
and thanks for almond and huany for helping me putting up things. really appreciate it.
Monday, January 19, 2009
look into my eyes
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
. . .
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you.
. . .
owkay, this is not good. the CMSK report is with me now! right here right now! this afternoon 2.15pm is supposed to be the deadline. and, i have submitted them to ms audrey. punctually. i did. and she saw that. and thanks to my carelessness, i forgot to sign my originality form. so she gave me back during lesson and i filled in. thanks to my forgetfulness and carelessness, again, i thought i could just submit it by the end of the lesson. yeah and of course i din't. or else it wouldn't be right in front of my eyes now.
could messaging be a bad idea? since it's kinda late right now i thought it may be rude. so i sent her an email and include an impression as sympathy-inviting-as-possible. yeah, so credit to nez for making such a brilliant idea on wherever she read from.
i am not sure though, whether revealing myself here is the right thing to do.
so here's my email written for her. =X
well, give me all comments you want. haah! im looking forward to hearing them.
. . .
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you.
. . .
owkay, this is not good. the CMSK report is with me now! right here right now! this afternoon 2.15pm is supposed to be the deadline. and, i have submitted them to ms audrey. punctually. i did. and she saw that. and thanks to my carelessness, i forgot to sign my originality form. so she gave me back during lesson and i filled in. thanks to my forgetfulness and carelessness, again, i thought i could just submit it by the end of the lesson. yeah and of course i din't. or else it wouldn't be right in front of my eyes now.
could messaging be a bad idea? since it's kinda late right now i thought it may be rude. so i sent her an email and include an impression as sympathy-inviting-as-possible. yeah, so credit to nez for making such a brilliant idea on wherever she read from.
i am not sure though, whether revealing myself here is the right thing to do.
so here's my email written for her. =X
well, give me all comments you want. haah! im looking forward to hearing them.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
ironically true
okay, whatever you can think about, but this blog is kinda revolving around food topic these days, other than personal life. haah. no surprise since the owner is a gourmet =D and the quiz i took once in some facebook randoms, with title "Which of the 7 deadly sins are you?" gave me a fright, the result is 'gluttony'. crap. honestly i freaked out for a while. or maybe i really suffer from food disorder?! (oh-em-gee, nah mama. you're mistaken), still a food-lover owkay.
F i s c h p l a t t e German dining @brotzeit.
sparkling red grape juice with homemade macaroni cheese and noodle egg.
with durian as dessert. nyummy.
spent night @ren after the whole loads of things we dragged from
c a r r e f o u r and i s e t a n.
oh~ and the CMSK report i am supposed to submit on Monday. wew, almost forget about that. =X
F i s c h p l a t t e German dining @brotzeit.
sparkling red grape juice with homemade macaroni cheese and noodle egg.
with durian as dessert. nyummy.
spent night @ren after the whole loads of things we dragged from
c a r r e f o u r and i s e t a n.
oh~ and the CMSK report i am supposed to submit on Monday. wew, almost forget about that. =X
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
overdose thoughts
i felt so much lighter today. even though i may not weigh that heavy, but the fact that java assignment ended today it is such a relief, huge relief. lol.
next, chilling out! haah!
next, chilling out! haah!
Monday, January 12, 2009
the match seller girl
...
The little girl finally fell asleep and had the most beautiful dream ever. It’s a dream where she was with her grandmother – the person who truly loves her. They flew to a place, full of warmth and delicious food. She felt warm and happy – Little did she know it was a sleep that she would never wake up again.
In the next morning, people found her frozen body lying on the street with burnt matches scattered around her. Her heart stopped beating but there was a smile on her face. She’s now on a place far away from here… Sleep well little girl, no more hunger, no more pain – you won’t need anymore matches…
Credits to ivan to the story he wrote, i love it. my childhood story too =)
poignant.
The little girl finally fell asleep and had the most beautiful dream ever. It’s a dream where she was with her grandmother – the person who truly loves her. They flew to a place, full of warmth and delicious food. She felt warm and happy – Little did she know it was a sleep that she would never wake up again.
In the next morning, people found her frozen body lying on the street with burnt matches scattered around her. Her heart stopped beating but there was a smile on her face. She’s now on a place far away from here… Sleep well little girl, no more hunger, no more pain – you won’t need anymore matches…
Credits to ivan to the story he wrote, i love it. my childhood story too =)
poignant.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
You're as cold as a refreshing beverage.
You're as cold as a refreshing beverage. Yes, this quiz is calling you cold, but it's NOT calling you cold-hearted. It's calling you a splash of coolness, like a tall glass of iced tea. You're honest and direct. Like a freshly poured beverage in front of someone who's really thirsty, your coldness is sometimes exactly what people crave. Your straightforward personality helps other people feel awake, focused, and in touch with the world. Mmm... YOU!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
the story unfold
this is probably something anyone would call stupid the moment i tell them.
i headed up to TM to pay up my phone bill this afternoon in which i bumped into Huany, XX, Nana and i don't know who the other girl was, so i planned to take home after buying takeaway food. it was so cramped i couldn't figure out the bus plate number, anyway i just took it (i am somehow very sure it is 67). and something that you hang your hope up high, usually turn you down. So, i squeezed my way through and managed to take a look at what number the bus is, and guess what? it was 969. agh!
trying to calm down, i thought i could just stop at the first stop, cross the road and take the same bus back to interchange. it surely was irritating, because the first stop is 25 minutes away up on expressway while i am standing during the journey with 2 or 3 plastic bags in my hand! i ended up in Yishun! -.= this is what i call D U M B . if it's someone else telling me this, i may have laughed my ass off. looked for Nata in RP eventually, chatted a while and got myself a 'batik' motive hairband which matches the dress Nez bought me. lol.
behind every dumb thing you did, there's always a silver lining. i did learn something, if i ever play truth&dare again, where i somehow choose truth (i know it rarely happens, but who knows?), and the question is "Tell us one stupid thing you've done" i may have one, rather than having to tell that some girls stepped into gents before.
another thing, there is a straight bus from my house to woodlands! just that it will be as long as from here to Far East, it's still better than nothing. =)
i headed up to TM to pay up my phone bill this afternoon in which i bumped into Huany, XX, Nana and i don't know who the other girl was, so i planned to take home after buying takeaway food. it was so cramped i couldn't figure out the bus plate number, anyway i just took it (i am somehow very sure it is 67). and something that you hang your hope up high, usually turn you down. So, i squeezed my way through and managed to take a look at what number the bus is, and guess what? it was 969. agh!
trying to calm down, i thought i could just stop at the first stop, cross the road and take the same bus back to interchange. it surely was irritating, because the first stop is 25 minutes away up on expressway while i am standing during the journey with 2 or 3 plastic bags in my hand! i ended up in Yishun! -.= this is what i call D U M B . if it's someone else telling me this, i may have laughed my ass off. looked for Nata in RP eventually, chatted a while and got myself a 'batik' motive hairband which matches the dress Nez bought me. lol.
behind every dumb thing you did, there's always a silver lining. i did learn something, if i ever play truth&dare again, where i somehow choose truth (i know it rarely happens, but who knows?), and the question is "Tell us one stupid thing you've done" i may have one, rather than having to tell that some girls stepped into gents before.
another thing, there is a straight bus from my house to woodlands! just that it will be as long as from here to Far East, it's still better than nothing. =)
i know i am procrastinating
maybe cell phone is just not for me, since i felt a lot happier without having one. but however glad it made me, it's just me benefited from it and everyone else just complain. =S. moral of the story: i just have to get my ice cream clam sent to LG centre and my bill settled by tomorrow! ugh, i hope there's nothing preventing me anymore. not laziness, not sleep, not anything else. tomorrow is my deadline, promise!
and.. hoping that accounting can somehow help to improve my GPA, yeah i should have some faith in myself, at least in my effort spent to digest all those stupid tables with dollars. i'm looking forward for french subject seriously! all in all, this hard work for term test will not gone to waste for sure. u too, ghanbatte!
should be getting up really early tomorrow and get another round of jogging-round-reservoir a successful one. then sit by some coffee shop and have a nice breakfast while inhaling the fresh and peaceful air. washing up some clothes and hang them in the middle of open air where the sun rays shine through with golden yellow color! okok stop stop. haah! welcome to the new healthy life you have always dreamed off mell!
anyway busway subway, it's time to hit the sack now, so...
log in into:
www.goodnight.com
password:
sweetdream
take your time and you should enjoy there, no harm trying it =)
if there is any enquiries, email us at:
wonder_land@nites.com
haah! s e e y a t h e r e b a h b e y !
and.. hoping that accounting can somehow help to improve my GPA, yeah i should have some faith in myself, at least in my effort spent to digest all those stupid tables with dollars. i'm looking forward for french subject seriously! all in all, this hard work for term test will not gone to waste for sure. u too, ghanbatte!
should be getting up really early tomorrow and get another round of jogging-round-reservoir a successful one. then sit by some coffee shop and have a nice breakfast while inhaling the fresh and peaceful air. washing up some clothes and hang them in the middle of open air where the sun rays shine through with golden yellow color! okok stop stop. haah! welcome to the new healthy life you have always dreamed off mell!
anyway busway subway, it's time to hit the sack now, so...
log in into:
www.goodnight.com
password:
sweetdream
take your time and you should enjoy there, no harm trying it =)
if there is any enquiries, email us at:
wonder_land@nites.com
haah! s e e y a t h e r e b a h b e y !
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
t e g a r
Tergoda aku ’tuk berpikir
dia yang tecinta
mengapa t’lah lama tak nampak
dirimu disini
jangan inginku tersenyum
tak ada gairah
kuingin slalu bersamamu
kini kuresah
diriku lemah tanpamu.. ohh
gapai semua jemariku
rangkul aku dalam bahagiamu
kuingin bersama berdua selamanya
kuingin selalu ada dirimu
dalam kelemahan hati ini
bersamamu aku tegar..
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
doesn't always have to make sense
my phone line has been cut off. perfect. i can't even send a single message out, not to mention making a call, duh. i have to at least hang in there remaining uncontactable or shamelessly borrowing people's phone to make urgent call. -.= for few weeks or so? grrr~
getting all the papers back this week. working my ass off OOPG assignment. settling bill payment. PBL research. owkay, resume to work..
getting all the papers back this week. working my ass off OOPG assignment. settling bill payment. PBL research. owkay, resume to work..
now they should realise, changes are inevitable.
because they begin to change too.
because they begin to change too.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
It's a new year baby!
H A P P Y N E W Y E A R !
it's 1 past 34 minutes in the morning, and i'm slurping kimchi flavoured noodle with sausages and scrambled egg, nyummy! i must say ren's house is a total mess. we caught the f i n a l d e s t i n a t i o n 1 to intense up ourselves before countdown while ren and me helped ourselves with a tequila cocktail called Long island tea black and Hooper's Hooch.
ok, i don't know if i'm still sober now.
(oh and it sounds like what nes said uh?) =D
hahah! anyway busway, i must admit 2 0 0 8 has been really memorable. never has it crossed my mind about some unexpected occurrence and reactions from people this year. besides, i've been realising how things have changed this far, and myself too. all in all, i appreciate it. =) it's been good and i did not regret how i have spent my 17th-going-to-18th year..
so..
mel's here..
welcoming the first few hours of new year with all her heart!
i don't wanna wish for anything, because unless effort is taken, it's gonna be useless.
so here i am, with a piece of paper and pen, i'm planning to write out my goals and carry them out sometime during this new 2 0 0 9.
see ya around, everyone.
Life has its own way of interpreting itself, so don't judge whether it's unfair or how miserable it has made you. Destiny, is a choice. It's you who determined your life, not anyone, or rather even anything, but you.
it's 1 past 34 minutes in the morning, and i'm slurping kimchi flavoured noodle with sausages and scrambled egg, nyummy! i must say ren's house is a total mess. we caught the f i n a l d e s t i n a t i o n 1 to intense up ourselves before countdown while ren and me helped ourselves with a tequila cocktail called Long island tea black and Hooper's Hooch.
ok, i don't know if i'm still sober now.
(oh and it sounds like what nes said uh?) =D
hahah! anyway busway, i must admit 2 0 0 8 has been really memorable. never has it crossed my mind about some unexpected occurrence and reactions from people this year. besides, i've been realising how things have changed this far, and myself too. all in all, i appreciate it. =) it's been good and i did not regret how i have spent my 17th-going-to-18th year..
so..
mel's here..
welcoming the first few hours of new year with all her heart!
i don't wanna wish for anything, because unless effort is taken, it's gonna be useless.
so here i am, with a piece of paper and pen, i'm planning to write out my goals and carry them out sometime during this new 2 0 0 9.
see ya around, everyone.
Life has its own way of interpreting itself, so don't judge whether it's unfair or how miserable it has made you. Destiny, is a choice. It's you who determined your life, not anyone, or rather even anything, but you.
If it’s fate, we’ll always meet each other, right?
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