a bunch of freaks or fun

Bungee-jumping, anyone interested? :P

trapped within own mind

today is a perfect day for mass cleaning. no, it's room mass cleaning. just lack of the french-maid-style outfit. :P so that's what i did for the whole afternoon, spending the minutes and hours of the day from laundry, doing express bathing to run all tthe way upstairs to save my clothes from rain, sneezing rubbing my nose till it turned red and swollen from the flying-all-over the room dirt, changing bedsheets, scanning through 5 years old diary and finding myself giggling at how innocent and dumb and funny i was, throwing all the things that i remembered i didn't touch for years (this is what magazine expert says in order to save your living place from a sea of debris, yea hopefully i don't curse the expert and look for those things like mad in the future). and yah! this is the most amazing housework I've done in my 17 years of life. I am so surprised I could stand the 4 hours of afternoon doing this bullshits.

i packed my books and flash through the papers for sorting. it's not what i supposed to see, at least not before the exam result came out. i saw ISFUN word written in bold at the front of the file. argh, the least thing that i wanna see right at the moment. ~.~

still, the most difficult part is the chunks of diary that i began to write six years ago. haven't even finished that yet till now. too many piles of them, yet so reluctant to throw them away :) although someone says memory is kept in heart rather than diaries, it;s so hard to let go of you carefully thought out writings, especially when you don't like to do it. falling in love somehow force me and make me realise i should start improving my English~

and tomorrow, it's decided. making my next morning a sport day. too much of enjoying food. haha.

i wanna go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.
just one thing you need to know, there's beauty in all
I.M.P.E.R.F.E.C.T.I.O.N

learn to love them.

yesterday

what a long day for yesterday. Huany initiated the K-box thing in Hougang CC. yes-it's a CC. but unexpectedly, mush better than it thought. i especially love the comfy sofa! and the microphone. :p it's really a lot of fun, i can't control myself not to let out mycraziness after consecutive 3 days of torturous exams! and the yi siu gua video, for goodness sake, better to be kept private, we all look like drunkard, although we only had Green Tea as far as I could recall.

and whatever the exam results will be, now is definitely not the time to think of whether you will have any sup-papers. enjoy for now. although i gotta pay a high risk of not going back and being disappointment not only to my parents, but to the flight company, since i gotta cancel my ticket!

btw, i heard that for our course (or IIT im not sure), exam result will be coming out on 11 September.

reached my house around 1 am, still not satisfied with coming home (too wild to be true), called pril by the bus stop to grab some food and she suggested 85 market. and guess what. no bus on service as we kept looking at those buses without lights on passing by begging they would give us a lift. afterall, for the sake of 85 market, we walk through the gloom construction sites along the road in a drizzling night (dramatic uh? ~.^) it's as if the road belongs to ours, we swayed lazily along the road and gets extra unwanted attention from taxi drivers and weird whistle form a motorcyclist. -.= they become as crazy as us, i guess.

don't know whether i starved myself for the whole afternoon onwards, or the food there simply tastes nice. the bak-cho-mee is so damn del-li-ci-ous! and i love the sugar cane juice, perfectly fit my taste bud! fresh and got the tropical kind of feeling (please excuse me if i am too exaggerating, now is 3:37 am, part of my excited soul is probably wandering to lalaland~)

highlights

loving the nostalgic moment.

i am so in love with these songs, those childlike (more toward childish) and innocent times when we know nothing about love. what a pure innocent heart.haha. these are some favourites old songs that i could recall i repeat over and over again probably until my ex-roomate got sick of it. =p

Smile Like Monalisa - All 4 One

That's When I love You - Aslyn

My Secret Love - Jojo

Don't Love You No More - Craig David

Imagine Me WIthout You - Jaci Velasquez

& Celine Dion's all time favourited hits :)

when there's hope, there's a way

another subject done!! and tomorrow is the last day of exam.
i repeat: LAST! whoow, im soon going to be free. and i really hope i could pass so that i don't have to retake the dumb paper. and the next thing i have to do is just enjoy! =)

i wanna go back.
i miss my home, although they are so busy down there,
but are they forgetting me?
aha, i don't care i just wanna meet them soon and the home-cooked food, the smell of the air. ah, wish i could just fly there now. i love the feeling of being a kid again. pampered by mom and dad ^^, sounds like baby. but it's true.

talking about baby, here are some pics of babies. they captured my heart. awww!
indescribable cuteness. hehe.


(baby: furry, stop imitating my sleepin pose!)


(baby girl: he's so hot, awhh!)


baby: thinking (hmm, can;t wait to impress my gurl)


im gonna call my momma and she's gonna beat u up if she knew this!!


this feeling is soooo nice..hmm.. B:)


this is boring. i really wonder why adults get addicted to this.


i love ratatouille!
mell: "me too" :D

not giving up yet

ISFun oh ISFun..(dreading*)
Information System Fundamental..
Idiot Stoopid Freakin me out-subject!

aih~ I am supposed to love it. yeaa love it baby!
I LOVE ISFun! yoohoo.
tomorrow, and the day after, and HOLIDAY!
ghanbatte!!

vampire knight

The cold and sharp fang pierced through my neck.
I was shivering, I could feel my heartbeat all over me.
The fang went deeper, as if something flowing was being drained out of my body.And then there was the salty smell of blood.
I hugged tightly on whatever i could find.

There's is a voice behind me. Inhuman. "She's a vampire, khhh..."
A silhoutte of a tall man as if giving response to the voice, has already stood in front of me, where I was lying weak.
He lowered his body and approached me.
He reached out his disgusting hand and took the sample of my damn blood and tasted it.

"Minty. She's indeed a vampire."
I sensed another vampire approaching me, I screamed at the top of my lung. "aaarghh......!"

And I woke up. -.=
holding tightly to my bolster, sweating like hell.
what a nightmare.
it's so real i even checked whether there's biting scar and whether there's blood stain on my bedsheet. i just don't get why the man can conclude that my blood is minty. :X

i lazily reached for my cell, 5.30 am.i forced myself to sleep again.
because it will be BPM exam in 9 hours time!
2 hours later, i managed to knock off.

and now,YEAH! BPM is over!!! (touched*)
2 more subjects to go!
fighting! =)

i couldn't understand,
what kind of feeling u have towards me.
sympathy, care, or simply love. i no longer care.i just wanna get over it.

Bye bye video

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

Beautiful =)

...
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to youIt feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye Bye…
Bye Bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
...

Holydays

yes, this is a full week of holy days. a holy times where you get to relax and drown in your notes and textbooks and papers. so, ladies and gentlemen, stop whatever funs you are having. please switch to your serious mode. i repeat: SERIOUS. get some pen and start scribbling your notes, ditch your internet, you won't concentrate (experience). you could try listening to baroque music for better concentration.

really, it doesn't sound like me huh! but what to do, i don't wanna take sup-papers. No way! i m goin back, can't wait to enjoy the food, (>.<) my birthday! and i miss them. T.T yeah, i hope they could read this, but i don't think they will. haha. miss you so much.

I'm lost, and I know this..

There's comes a time in your life,

when you realize who matters,

who never did,

and who always will.

you can close your eyes from the things you don't wanna see, but you can't close your HEART on things you don't wanna feel..

start of another torturous week!

oh NO~!! tomorrow BBFin TEST!

next Java! next, BPM presentation!! argh~~

having too much sleep is always bad sign, arghhh. time to be SERIOUS!!! hope i can make it. ghanbatte!

National day = home-ing day?

This sounds sooooo boring. stay at home doing nothing but sleep. awh, but that is what i did for the whole daylight, except for the washing clothes and hang them up. and watching some part of NDP celebration. i just don't get it why wasn't there a helping hand to shelter the Mr. President during the parade when the rain poured heavily. is this some kind of tradition where nobody should offer any umbrella to a VIP in the parade field? anyway, i love the water performance part, with lighting part at night time, kind of reminding me with Sentosa songs of the sea..

i need fresh air!! that's why i get pril and we went to sheng siong. not only fresh air, but the supermarket smell is awesome =X although there is fish smell and evrything, i still enjoy it as long as i can go out! i m happy! =D we took a bus home and chit-chat like the world is ours, like the bus driver knows where we want to stop. apparently we forgot to press the stopping bell, and nobody pressed it either. (yeah unfortunately) and...we missed a stop. we ran across the road, where bus 69 was alighting its passenger and we caught up with the bus. the driver was glaring and maybe, amazed by the effort we put in to catch the bus, like it's the last bus we can take. everyone in the bus was staring, when we alighted just at the next stop. and i learnt a lesson, you shouldn't pay too much attention to to your comm skill lesson, cause u should not be too engaged in a conversation!

anyway, glad that i can breath in outside air, instead of staying in a sardine-packed room and kissing my pillow!

finally i get to see the sunset from this house..

early bird day!

08.08.08

what a day! they say it's a lucky8 day, what are u waiting for. make a wish. hope it does come true. you must believe in it or else it won't be true. :p

today's so cool! because i woke up at 8 this morning! without alarm clock!

my legs are numb now, results of walking the whole day! and now my toes ar getting worse, the blisters and cuts and redness, the blood, dead skin. everything looks terrible :X i really wish i could have a super intensive feet treatment for badly damaged and inflicted wounded toes! argh~

anyway, let's look at the bright side of life.. today's FUN guys! thanks ^^ although huan2 is abit unwell today, it's okay i can understand u. no worries. =)

the bottle tree

man-made tallest waterfall in the world (the bird park board says it.)

had lots of fun today!

bring me to life.. :X

arghhhh~ i feel like a bird in unventilated cage.. no air..PROJECTS PROJECTS HOMEWORK! driving me nuts.. one more presentation one more java.. come on mell.. aza aza hwaiting!

btw this is the FIRST blog of the year 2008! wow..finally after a year i came to realise i miss my blog so much.. (cup cup) i shouldn't abandon it.. aw i feel so bad now..

so many things happen within this year.. although i don't have the chance to write in entry.. memories are still unforgettable.. my brain is my main diary..