beautifuL^

why are our eyes closed when we sleep?
why are we havin tears flowed down from eyes?
why are we imagining things?
why are we kissin?

answer is because BEAUTIFUL things in this world is UNSEEN by us..

we are all unique..
we felt that livin alone is weird
and when we found the same uniQueness with someone..
we trapped in an identicaL uniQueness called LOVE..

there are some things we refused to let go..
some we people we refused to live without..
but please remember.,
LETTIN GO is not the end of the world..
but a starting of new life..

when u wanna say somethin..
look at the mirror.. stare at your own eyes..
from there u'll see the shoutout of your heart
and the truth lies inside..

`meLL_

"hOlidae!!!"

march holidae is comin towards us now.. huh.. how i wish i don't have tiz kind of break.. worksheets are lot more than normaL.. s**Kz.. todae receiving my report boOk.. my guardian was not abLe to come so her assistant replaced her to talk to our form teacher.. bout me and nesty.. and wth,, i've got two bonus underlined for 2 subjects and that'z English & comb. humanitiesss.. argh.. this is actually, well quite reasonable.. i can't do my SS.. but shudn't be F9 for english.. at least 45 - 55 % i'll be so happie to know that..
freak.. ppl how u improved ur english writin.. tell me..

after schoOl iz which i thought another boring CCa.. sittin down there and do nothin.. but it turns out to be quite fun.. we've gt a treasure hunt organised by IT club mmberz for da us da librarians.. runnin here and there around da schooL from da lvl 4 music roOm to basketbalL court.. wew.. 6 of us gurLx were so enthu.. and we managed to be da 1st winner who completed the hunting..

(championz!)

it's food time!!! we went to eat ice cream @junc 8.. uhmz.. really mouth-waterin.. and we spend quite a time there enjoyin our snackz.. busy chit-chatting., takin picz., gossipin bout the other customers there.. and lot more craps..

(haagen~ daz)

let'z call it a dae..
enjoy ur weekend!!!

`mell_^^

uhm.. what a dae..

physic test todae is quite shockin.. it's a 15 mins test. shOrt n simpLe.. i managed to complete all of 'em although didn't revise the day before test as my txtbook notes, etc were all stuck in da locker!! never bring home., juz using it during lesson and most of da time hold passes as locker permanent residentzz.. hhO.. hope i could make it through.. even though barely scrape through.. will be enough 4 me.. =p

PE lessonz..

(badminton players in act!on)

(the 2 models sittin with pose in frnt of a chillin' big fan XD)

(zZZZzzzz.. nez exhausted after badminton bcoz of hunger)

CIP programme.. bishan hOme.. wew its so fun.. though at 1st the atmosphere iz quite weird as i have not been there before.. and the loud 4E4 all of sudden turned to a haLf dead and panick when enterin the haLL where a sea of residentz havin their all kinds of activities and own habits..

..we made a dare step, we turn around and interact with them.. it's quite pleasurable than what we thought.. most of them are int'rested and class are quite cooperative.. fortunately the woman i've been approaching was no longer showin me a black face and frownin as she did before.. she's being so opened and started to talk to me.. uhmm so hapiee.. she's quite protective of herself and the tidbits we gave.. which then she's been more opened than 1st i met her..

finally after all the games and exercises.. we r sayin good bye and were about to leave the Home.. the woman refused to let me go and kept on grasping my hand.. (which i found quite tight) hha.. i guess she was angry that we aLL left and dint wanna stay with her.. that at last she muttered out a bye word.. uhm.. they r all sO soft and sensitive.. they've got a sharp sense of ppl's feeling.. it's really a nice xperience to know them..

around 5pm pluz that i reached home.. huaaa.. tired tired.. wanna hit da sack..

`mell_^^

haha.. own experiment..

sittin up there crackin brain.. wonderin how to make a best fit line graph.. ugh,, finaLLy did it.. after kept walkin to and fro mr yong in da physicx lab.. pendulum sound fell down.. klontang klonting here n there.. hate that sound.. as if itz fallin to ur head.. so heavy and shrieky.. ughh..

pic of our pieces.. frOm the pendulum exprmnt.. huahua..
(kinda funny.. a modeL with the photographer??)

("peace"!! huehue.. a few needlez and 2 corks)

(with 2 supports.. be a stronger ya go..)

couplez

hope there'll be NO hands snatch his/her partner away from each other..
let 'em live on their own..
as ONE..

alwayzz..
till unBEARable pain comes to separate 'em one dae..
then it'll stop.."

indO bbQ '07

huahua.,. taken durin bbQ..

after indO bbQ.. squeezing to my roomzz like sardines in can!!! 5 of Us pose out of 8 gaLz.. the other 2 has hit the sack and anoda one takin p!c.. huahua.. ^.~

for more detailz.. can check out nesty'z blOg.. huau.. lazy to write.. and summOre ther'z me n julz pic with magiC powder all over our facezzzz after playin card game... OMG>.. tats really REALLY mad.. i surrender to losing.. ugh.. end up as a 'cHampion'.. uhm.. y'know wad i mean..

neway.. itz fun.. filled w laughter n jokez..

happiness iz

Happiness EXISTS
for those who are cryin..
those who are hurt
those who search for it
and those who've tried
because THOSE are the peopLe who appreciates
how meaningfuL the soul who've touched their heart..

a PURE LOVE..
is when even u let down ur TEARS for 'em
and u find that u STILL care for 'em..
is when they are NO longer care 4 u
and u STILL hold ur faith to wait for 'em..
is when they starts to fall in love with OTHER
and u STILL smile while saying "I'm happy for u"..

if ur love FAILS,
FREE urself..
Let your wings of heart spreads and FLY to the sky..
take it as that u FOUND a love and LOST it..
but when the love DIES.,
u don't NEED to DIE with them..

a TRUE FRIEND..
understand u when u say "I forgot.."
waits foreVer when u say "Wait for a whiLe.."
stay by ur side when u say "Leave me aLone"
open his/her door before u ask "Can i go in..?"

LOVIN...
is NOT how you FORGET but how you FORGIVE..
is NOT how you LISTEN to 'em but how you UNDERSTAND..
is NOT what you SEE but what you FEEL..
is NOT how you LET it GO but how you GO THROUGH..

It's more HURTFUL when u CRY inside..
rather than when u cry it OUT..
tears on your eyes can be wiped off..
for tears inside heart left UNFORGETTABLE deep pain..

there will be a times when u have to STOP lovin someone..
not because they don't love you NOMORE..
BUT because we are aware that they will be HAPPIER when we LET 'em go..

If you REALLY love someone..
don't let 'em go..
LETTIN GO doesn't mean u really LOVE 'em..
so "Fight for ur Dream"
that's what they called : C I N T A S E J A T I..
not as in : "Easy Come...Easy Go"

Sometimez, the ONE you loVe iz da one who HURTS you da most..
and sometimes, a friend who brings u to his/her hugs
and cries with u is the loVe you neva expect..

`mell_^^