always be my baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
baby believe me it's only a matter of time

always be my baby-david cook

nighmare again

i had another nightmare. yes, again. this time round in the zoo. my gosh what is really happening to me! i woke up in the middle of my own scream and my mother's who was nagging me. it was quite frantic. i woke up at 12 noon. something i don't usually do.

i found few altenatives ultimately, to not let myself bored to death here. will be having dentist appointment and some exercises. jess, we couldn't afford to cancel our hang out this time round! :X

and tomorrow is the opening of F1 i believe. ah~ missed the chance. i hope pril could show something from F1 to me when she comes back. and when will she come back? please get some goodbye kiss from beloved clearwater and come meet your friend who's in desperate need of companion here.

when this mind is flaching back the memories of you.

this mind tells me you are such an unforgettable person.

anger and hatred wouldn't last for us.

was it you, or was it just me thinking we'll be okay this way

movie

have been watching What happens in Vegas for the second time in a day. when the cute Jack proposing to Cameron Diaz that is my favourite part. his eyes speak the language of love.. aih~ he's sweet. :p also when Jack's mate snatches Joy's girlfriend bread during breakfast buffet. "If i could kill someone with my mind, it would be you." *hilarious*

i am, so dying to meet you. :X

a new routine

finally i got my watches fixed! i knew i've made a right choice to fix it down here, much cheaper. :] just that if i postpone it for few more days it may be totally broken and can't be fixed anymore, according to the guy. lucky me.

with dad and bro, went down to Ace hardware after dinner for some home tools and supermarket to shop for daily needs. and, next station Fountain! wew, i miss the peach-melba there :p the feeling is heavenly.

on the way down to the exit, we bumped into dad's mate, where the wife looked shocked when she saw me. she kept pinching my cheeks and caressing my hair. -.= although the last time we met was 4 years ago, she should be aware that i can grow up, too! my gosh, she still treats me like a lil' girl. i kinda miss her self-way-too-exposed style though.

btw, found a new caffeine fix in some RD mags. it's different from the usual latte, it's a caffeine-rich brew made form the leaves of a South American holly shrub. it is said to provides stimulating effect of coffee minus the 'jitterness'. taste? stewed hay? hmm.. ~.~ i don't mind trying. xp

word of the day:

gauche (read: GOASH)

meaning: tactless, lacking social polish.
eg: She reacted to his gauche questions by simply changing the subject.

pictures

yoohooo* my room

bear2..

another one

the connection here is burning my head. -.=
now i am starting to feel how i depend so much on internet! technology can made us insane sometimes. i wonder 20 years from now, are we gonna be marrying an artificial intelligence. if it really happens, then the phrase Love is Blind is undeniably true. lol.

today reflects me so much, spending most of the hours in the wonderland, sleeping in a full air-con room during hot weather is the most comfy thing, indeed. caught a movie, D-war after dinner. Kinda nice, but felt that the ending part should be improved. xp

and tomorrow, is the election day for the leader of province. wow, i got a voice, which means that i can vote. the weird thing is i haven't even register fo signing up my KTP, they give me a voting voice. haha. confused, on who to vote. have not been keeping track on these things lately ~.~

Cinderella walked on broken glass.

Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass.

Belle fell in love with a hideous beast,

Jasmine chose a poor man,

Ariel spent her life on land.

It's all about the smiles and tears; love is about facing your biggest fears.

bored

have been spending times packing up and moving stuff these few days. phew, finally. now that we settle down, i am still not used to this new environment. not because there are fewer people staying around, or it's a new estate, i just can't stand the flight of mosquitoes blood-partying in my house at midnight! who can? i am so having vengeance on those insects. argh. planning to stock up mosq-repellants as number 1 must-do-list.

anw, besides that, seems like i've nothing better to do. sadly, there' only few people i can whom i can reach and get to meet up. reunions are so impossible. nobody is left behind. people are flying all over the world. they don't seem to like their hometown anymore. some studying overseas and other national universities, others working all over the world. loneliness is killing me!

lalala~

planningplanning.

planning for killing this boredom.

awesome.

can't think of anything rite now.

gonna have dinner first~

fish therapy

fish therapy? sounds abit *ahemp* haha. but u gotta try it. this is so fun.you will love the feeling of tickleness when the fish mess with your skin. apart form that, the fish eat dead skin from your body. i was quite surprised to find out that they have it here in one of the shopping malls. and trust me, you won't get bitten! you'll love it! it is like having pedicure =)

it's available at Sentosa for Singapore! =)
and
buat Pekanbaru: Mall Ciputra Seraya Lt.1 Rp.50.000,- per org, durasi 20 menit

moving to new house today.
so damn excited~

comment on prediction

i hope it is not happening. can't imagine my day of moving to a new house and earthquake in the same day. yeahs, let's see what can happen tomorrow. ~.~
please i have alot of things to do still, i still wanna be alive, i haven't repent yet (praying hard.......)

the prediction

Subject: Fw: GEMPA 17/09/08
From: nelly.rusli@indofood.co.id
Date: Thu, 11 Sep 2008 11:27:04 +0700

Prayer is the only answer. Only God knows
Kita berdoa yu semoga hal ini tidak terjadi,kalopun terjadi semoga sudah dipersiapkan antisipasinya biar tidak
banyak korban.Amin.

Culiah wrote: Gak tahu akan terjadi
atau tidak sebaiknya banyak berdoa saja......

Subject: [thelightmagz]
"Informasi GEMPA 17 September 2008 Indonesia Menunggu Datangnya Gempa Dahsyat lebih Dari 9 SR. Baru saja diberitakan oleh TV CNN pada tanggal 17 September 2008 tentang Datangnya Gempa Dahsyat yang lebih atau sekitar 9 SR disekitar Sumatra Barat. CNN melakukan peninjauan khusus bersama pemburu Gempa dari California Technology Institute.

Pemburu gempa ini adalah geoloog dari CalTech yang meneliti semua gempa2 yang muncul di Indonesia terutama yang terakhir ini yang katanya mengakibatkan kerak bumi melipat sehingga menimbulkan gempa sekitar 7 SR lebih baru2 ini ................................................"

Drs. Ir. Anton A. Nangoy, MBA *

home sweet home

yay! im back..my home sweet home. hehe. now then i get the chance to set up internet over here. just 3 days, yet so many things happen. from good, shocking to bad news. complete! i kinda need some digestion for my brain to receive so many at a time.

and my car! it ran out of petrol yesterday, in the middle of the road! the mechanic found out that the petrol indicator was not even working! haiz~ we are stuck in arengka, luckily few stones away from the new house. a friend offered a lift back to the house, and we got to cancel whole appointments for the day. sad. T.T

today is sooo tiring and physically sucking all my energy! moving those things ain't easy, i just moved to a rented room few months ago, and now moving big piles of thang to a new house! argh..killing me.

apparently, the new house is kinda nice, i love the way they decorated it. and most importantly, my room, i love the curtain, thanks Mom! =)

changi

finally, i am free from the boredom and wall-staring in the room! im flying back pekanbaru. see u guys! prilly now staring at what i am writing, i feel so nervous. ~.~ ahaha. yeahs, last minute she agreed to take the same flight as me, ended up the whole relatives of her fly back. at least, i won't feel lonely :p

Happy Birthday to Huany! =)

hope u having fun. your present coming up later, after i return okay. hehe.

not for the weak heart

yesterday proves that i am not in a category of a strong heart. ~.~ that's another day of putting my heart into risk. after the stock challenge discussion in school, next two things were reverse bungee jumping and watching PHOBIA.can't describe it, haha. so many things to comment about, but these two are definitely must MUST to try. Phobia is cool. 4 horror flicks in one show, 1st is a cellphone story, i almost lost the storyline too engrossed in every detail of the scenes :P there are some about revenge and accident, third one is the crackiest and , fourth one is the coolest! =D for me, 5 out of 5 rating star! i never brag so much about a movie but this one is a MUST watch.


some shots in the video. bungeeey..



peace!


never enjoy a view in this kind of angle


man, i have been trying to do this kind of fido dido hairstyle, i never succeed and look at my hair! aww~

thanks alot for you guys, it has been a fun day. thank you for the early present! =D

always be a good day

quite a few days didn't post. haha. too many things to post i guess. the outings and lots and lots of events. my feet is aching again, because of yesterday. haha. but i kind of like what we wear. the businesslike-dress-code :P

and for the outing photos, i guess you can find it at chen huan blog.lol. i guess i don't have to upload anymore. you gotta take a look at the shots we took at esplanade roof terrace, huany's lion hair while jumping and my face as if being punched sideways as the result of her lioness aura. ah~ that's the best way i can describe it. lol.

anyway today there's this thing called "60 secs of fame" organised by city harvest. somehow similar to one minute of fame-kids central. the only difference is the participants are mostly teenagers. and im quite fascinated by the 13-year-old-boy showing off is talent by playing away with his YOYO in different unique movement, and a guy that memorised 50 handphone numbers. he remembered them well! there's dances and singing too. quite entertaining!

it's almost 10 by the time we enjoyed our KFC meal and took some fun pictures afterwards.
the most unexciting part is going home. boonlay to bedok! awh, definitely not a good one. i've to change from bus to MRT and back to bus again.

tomorrow tomorrow, i am stressed uo for tomorrow.
firstly, because i have to get up early. dawn. not even morning. ~.~
secondly, nesty is leaving! argh~ you are still young, nes. why do you leave me so soon? this life is still long way to go for me.... T.T
ahemph* i'm sorry i mean she is leaving for Singapore. she's going back to Padang! maybe for a month or so..

and guess what? tomorrow i need to wake up and go back to boon lay for NTU by 8.45am! the dumbest thing i would ever do. huany, you're right.i guess we should just buy some sleeping bags and spend our night there.

i haven't even close my eyes and not sure whether i am having a nightmare, well thanks for tomorrow, i have already had one.

i am off for now.

grateful to have you sharing my life :)

i don't get why you put me in a difficult position. our distance keeps growing,

or is this how you want it to be? then choose, me or your damn selfishness.

edited snaps!

here are some of the photos edited =D
apologize for posting late. hehe..


the craziness ~.~


creepily fun! :D
(credited to: char and weggie for one of the photos)


have lotsa fun with u guys :)


..melL..^^

the dumbys *.*


alvy b'dae!

a bunch of freaks or fun

Bungee-jumping, anyone interested? :P

trapped within own mind

today is a perfect day for mass cleaning. no, it's room mass cleaning. just lack of the french-maid-style outfit. :P so that's what i did for the whole afternoon, spending the minutes and hours of the day from laundry, doing express bathing to run all tthe way upstairs to save my clothes from rain, sneezing rubbing my nose till it turned red and swollen from the flying-all-over the room dirt, changing bedsheets, scanning through 5 years old diary and finding myself giggling at how innocent and dumb and funny i was, throwing all the things that i remembered i didn't touch for years (this is what magazine expert says in order to save your living place from a sea of debris, yea hopefully i don't curse the expert and look for those things like mad in the future). and yah! this is the most amazing housework I've done in my 17 years of life. I am so surprised I could stand the 4 hours of afternoon doing this bullshits.

i packed my books and flash through the papers for sorting. it's not what i supposed to see, at least not before the exam result came out. i saw ISFUN word written in bold at the front of the file. argh, the least thing that i wanna see right at the moment. ~.~

still, the most difficult part is the chunks of diary that i began to write six years ago. haven't even finished that yet till now. too many piles of them, yet so reluctant to throw them away :) although someone says memory is kept in heart rather than diaries, it;s so hard to let go of you carefully thought out writings, especially when you don't like to do it. falling in love somehow force me and make me realise i should start improving my English~

and tomorrow, it's decided. making my next morning a sport day. too much of enjoying food. haha.

i wanna go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.
just one thing you need to know, there's beauty in all
I.M.P.E.R.F.E.C.T.I.O.N

learn to love them.

yesterday

what a long day for yesterday. Huany initiated the K-box thing in Hougang CC. yes-it's a CC. but unexpectedly, mush better than it thought. i especially love the comfy sofa! and the microphone. :p it's really a lot of fun, i can't control myself not to let out mycraziness after consecutive 3 days of torturous exams! and the yi siu gua video, for goodness sake, better to be kept private, we all look like drunkard, although we only had Green Tea as far as I could recall.

and whatever the exam results will be, now is definitely not the time to think of whether you will have any sup-papers. enjoy for now. although i gotta pay a high risk of not going back and being disappointment not only to my parents, but to the flight company, since i gotta cancel my ticket!

btw, i heard that for our course (or IIT im not sure), exam result will be coming out on 11 September.

reached my house around 1 am, still not satisfied with coming home (too wild to be true), called pril by the bus stop to grab some food and she suggested 85 market. and guess what. no bus on service as we kept looking at those buses without lights on passing by begging they would give us a lift. afterall, for the sake of 85 market, we walk through the gloom construction sites along the road in a drizzling night (dramatic uh? ~.^) it's as if the road belongs to ours, we swayed lazily along the road and gets extra unwanted attention from taxi drivers and weird whistle form a motorcyclist. -.= they become as crazy as us, i guess.

don't know whether i starved myself for the whole afternoon onwards, or the food there simply tastes nice. the bak-cho-mee is so damn del-li-ci-ous! and i love the sugar cane juice, perfectly fit my taste bud! fresh and got the tropical kind of feeling (please excuse me if i am too exaggerating, now is 3:37 am, part of my excited soul is probably wandering to lalaland~)

highlights

loving the nostalgic moment.

i am so in love with these songs, those childlike (more toward childish) and innocent times when we know nothing about love. what a pure innocent heart.haha. these are some favourites old songs that i could recall i repeat over and over again probably until my ex-roomate got sick of it. =p

Smile Like Monalisa - All 4 One

That's When I love You - Aslyn

My Secret Love - Jojo

Don't Love You No More - Craig David

Imagine Me WIthout You - Jaci Velasquez

& Celine Dion's all time favourited hits :)

when there's hope, there's a way

another subject done!! and tomorrow is the last day of exam.
i repeat: LAST! whoow, im soon going to be free. and i really hope i could pass so that i don't have to retake the dumb paper. and the next thing i have to do is just enjoy! =)

i wanna go back.
i miss my home, although they are so busy down there,
but are they forgetting me?
aha, i don't care i just wanna meet them soon and the home-cooked food, the smell of the air. ah, wish i could just fly there now. i love the feeling of being a kid again. pampered by mom and dad ^^, sounds like baby. but it's true.

talking about baby, here are some pics of babies. they captured my heart. awww!
indescribable cuteness. hehe.


(baby: furry, stop imitating my sleepin pose!)


(baby girl: he's so hot, awhh!)


baby: thinking (hmm, can;t wait to impress my gurl)


im gonna call my momma and she's gonna beat u up if she knew this!!


this feeling is soooo nice..hmm.. B:)


this is boring. i really wonder why adults get addicted to this.


i love ratatouille!
mell: "me too" :D

not giving up yet

ISFun oh ISFun..(dreading*)
Information System Fundamental..
Idiot Stoopid Freakin me out-subject!

aih~ I am supposed to love it. yeaa love it baby!
I LOVE ISFun! yoohoo.
tomorrow, and the day after, and HOLIDAY!
ghanbatte!!

vampire knight

The cold and sharp fang pierced through my neck.
I was shivering, I could feel my heartbeat all over me.
The fang went deeper, as if something flowing was being drained out of my body.And then there was the salty smell of blood.
I hugged tightly on whatever i could find.

There's is a voice behind me. Inhuman. "She's a vampire, khhh..."
A silhoutte of a tall man as if giving response to the voice, has already stood in front of me, where I was lying weak.
He lowered his body and approached me.
He reached out his disgusting hand and took the sample of my damn blood and tasted it.

"Minty. She's indeed a vampire."
I sensed another vampire approaching me, I screamed at the top of my lung. "aaarghh......!"

And I woke up. -.=
holding tightly to my bolster, sweating like hell.
what a nightmare.
it's so real i even checked whether there's biting scar and whether there's blood stain on my bedsheet. i just don't get why the man can conclude that my blood is minty. :X

i lazily reached for my cell, 5.30 am.i forced myself to sleep again.
because it will be BPM exam in 9 hours time!
2 hours later, i managed to knock off.

and now,YEAH! BPM is over!!! (touched*)
2 more subjects to go!
fighting! =)

i couldn't understand,
what kind of feeling u have towards me.
sympathy, care, or simply love. i no longer care.i just wanna get over it.

Bye bye video

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

Beautiful =)

...
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to youIt feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye Bye…
Bye Bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
...

Holydays

yes, this is a full week of holy days. a holy times where you get to relax and drown in your notes and textbooks and papers. so, ladies and gentlemen, stop whatever funs you are having. please switch to your serious mode. i repeat: SERIOUS. get some pen and start scribbling your notes, ditch your internet, you won't concentrate (experience). you could try listening to baroque music for better concentration.

really, it doesn't sound like me huh! but what to do, i don't wanna take sup-papers. No way! i m goin back, can't wait to enjoy the food, (>.<) my birthday! and i miss them. T.T yeah, i hope they could read this, but i don't think they will. haha. miss you so much.

I'm lost, and I know this..

There's comes a time in your life,

when you realize who matters,

who never did,

and who always will.

you can close your eyes from the things you don't wanna see, but you can't close your HEART on things you don't wanna feel..

start of another torturous week!

oh NO~!! tomorrow BBFin TEST!

next Java! next, BPM presentation!! argh~~

having too much sleep is always bad sign, arghhh. time to be SERIOUS!!! hope i can make it. ghanbatte!

National day = home-ing day?

This sounds sooooo boring. stay at home doing nothing but sleep. awh, but that is what i did for the whole daylight, except for the washing clothes and hang them up. and watching some part of NDP celebration. i just don't get it why wasn't there a helping hand to shelter the Mr. President during the parade when the rain poured heavily. is this some kind of tradition where nobody should offer any umbrella to a VIP in the parade field? anyway, i love the water performance part, with lighting part at night time, kind of reminding me with Sentosa songs of the sea..

i need fresh air!! that's why i get pril and we went to sheng siong. not only fresh air, but the supermarket smell is awesome =X although there is fish smell and evrything, i still enjoy it as long as i can go out! i m happy! =D we took a bus home and chit-chat like the world is ours, like the bus driver knows where we want to stop. apparently we forgot to press the stopping bell, and nobody pressed it either. (yeah unfortunately) and...we missed a stop. we ran across the road, where bus 69 was alighting its passenger and we caught up with the bus. the driver was glaring and maybe, amazed by the effort we put in to catch the bus, like it's the last bus we can take. everyone in the bus was staring, when we alighted just at the next stop. and i learnt a lesson, you shouldn't pay too much attention to to your comm skill lesson, cause u should not be too engaged in a conversation!

anyway, glad that i can breath in outside air, instead of staying in a sardine-packed room and kissing my pillow!

finally i get to see the sunset from this house..

early bird day!

08.08.08

what a day! they say it's a lucky8 day, what are u waiting for. make a wish. hope it does come true. you must believe in it or else it won't be true. :p

today's so cool! because i woke up at 8 this morning! without alarm clock!

my legs are numb now, results of walking the whole day! and now my toes ar getting worse, the blisters and cuts and redness, the blood, dead skin. everything looks terrible :X i really wish i could have a super intensive feet treatment for badly damaged and inflicted wounded toes! argh~

anyway, let's look at the bright side of life.. today's FUN guys! thanks ^^ although huan2 is abit unwell today, it's okay i can understand u. no worries. =)

the bottle tree

man-made tallest waterfall in the world (the bird park board says it.)

had lots of fun today!

bring me to life.. :X

arghhhh~ i feel like a bird in unventilated cage.. no air..PROJECTS PROJECTS HOMEWORK! driving me nuts.. one more presentation one more java.. come on mell.. aza aza hwaiting!

btw this is the FIRST blog of the year 2008! wow..finally after a year i came to realise i miss my blog so much.. (cup cup) i shouldn't abandon it.. aw i feel so bad now..

so many things happen within this year.. although i don't have the chance to write in entry.. memories are still unforgettable.. my brain is my main diary..

M for meLLisa

What Mellisa Means

M is for Moral E is for Excellent L is for Loud L is for Lively I is for Innocent S is for Spunky A is for Animated

What Does Your Name Mean?

miss universe '07

history of miss universe titleholders..

AND . . .

the candidates of miss uNiVerse 2007!!!

the 5 bad frenzzz!!!! :p

drawn by : diaNasaur suwi2.. hoho..

we R the bad frenz...!!!
actually the rabbit shud be using a pistol.. turned out to be hair dryer in de end.. maybe the rabbit shud have her hair dried in the irst place XD..

thiz week feels so long.. time iz runnin slow.. todae my whole body is aching.. uhm.. after the napfa and remedials plus testszzz.. luckily.. yesterdae had MORE than enough sleep.. so the exhausted feeling iz skipped..

i juz tried to let out what i felt.. but the results turned out to be unexpected.. and not a good one.. i s'pposed it's nt the right way to express it.. but that's the fact.. painfuL or not..sorry for hurtin u.. i dun mean it..

rain againz..

hm.. bored.. todae hv got so much work to do.. uw.. what a homey dae.. stay at home and lookin straight to those freakin mathz sums.. right from the time i woke up till evening.. and continue tuition fer 3 hours up to midnite.. went down to fetch teacher.. n hell.. the rain suddenly poured down so heavily the moment i step out of the sheltered place.. ended up soaked in rain water.
the stupid gate refused to open and we r stuck there.. huw..

i hate rainn.. XD

beautifuL^

why are our eyes closed when we sleep?
why are we havin tears flowed down from eyes?
why are we imagining things?
why are we kissin?

answer is because BEAUTIFUL things in this world is UNSEEN by us..

we are all unique..
we felt that livin alone is weird
and when we found the same uniQueness with someone..
we trapped in an identicaL uniQueness called LOVE..

there are some things we refused to let go..
some we people we refused to live without..
but please remember.,
LETTIN GO is not the end of the world..
but a starting of new life..

when u wanna say somethin..
look at the mirror.. stare at your own eyes..
from there u'll see the shoutout of your heart
and the truth lies inside..

`meLL_

"hOlidae!!!"

march holidae is comin towards us now.. huh.. how i wish i don't have tiz kind of break.. worksheets are lot more than normaL.. s**Kz.. todae receiving my report boOk.. my guardian was not abLe to come so her assistant replaced her to talk to our form teacher.. bout me and nesty.. and wth,, i've got two bonus underlined for 2 subjects and that'z English & comb. humanitiesss.. argh.. this is actually, well quite reasonable.. i can't do my SS.. but shudn't be F9 for english.. at least 45 - 55 % i'll be so happie to know that..
freak.. ppl how u improved ur english writin.. tell me..

after schoOl iz which i thought another boring CCa.. sittin down there and do nothin.. but it turns out to be quite fun.. we've gt a treasure hunt organised by IT club mmberz for da us da librarians.. runnin here and there around da schooL from da lvl 4 music roOm to basketbalL court.. wew.. 6 of us gurLx were so enthu.. and we managed to be da 1st winner who completed the hunting..

(championz!)

it's food time!!! we went to eat ice cream @junc 8.. uhmz.. really mouth-waterin.. and we spend quite a time there enjoyin our snackz.. busy chit-chatting., takin picz., gossipin bout the other customers there.. and lot more craps..

(haagen~ daz)

let'z call it a dae..
enjoy ur weekend!!!

`mell_^^

uhm.. what a dae..

physic test todae is quite shockin.. it's a 15 mins test. shOrt n simpLe.. i managed to complete all of 'em although didn't revise the day before test as my txtbook notes, etc were all stuck in da locker!! never bring home., juz using it during lesson and most of da time hold passes as locker permanent residentzz.. hhO.. hope i could make it through.. even though barely scrape through.. will be enough 4 me.. =p

PE lessonz..

(badminton players in act!on)

(the 2 models sittin with pose in frnt of a chillin' big fan XD)

(zZZZzzzz.. nez exhausted after badminton bcoz of hunger)

CIP programme.. bishan hOme.. wew its so fun.. though at 1st the atmosphere iz quite weird as i have not been there before.. and the loud 4E4 all of sudden turned to a haLf dead and panick when enterin the haLL where a sea of residentz havin their all kinds of activities and own habits..

..we made a dare step, we turn around and interact with them.. it's quite pleasurable than what we thought.. most of them are int'rested and class are quite cooperative.. fortunately the woman i've been approaching was no longer showin me a black face and frownin as she did before.. she's being so opened and started to talk to me.. uhmm so hapiee.. she's quite protective of herself and the tidbits we gave.. which then she's been more opened than 1st i met her..

finally after all the games and exercises.. we r sayin good bye and were about to leave the Home.. the woman refused to let me go and kept on grasping my hand.. (which i found quite tight) hha.. i guess she was angry that we aLL left and dint wanna stay with her.. that at last she muttered out a bye word.. uhm.. they r all sO soft and sensitive.. they've got a sharp sense of ppl's feeling.. it's really a nice xperience to know them..

around 5pm pluz that i reached home.. huaaa.. tired tired.. wanna hit da sack..

`mell_^^

haha.. own experiment..

sittin up there crackin brain.. wonderin how to make a best fit line graph.. ugh,, finaLLy did it.. after kept walkin to and fro mr yong in da physicx lab.. pendulum sound fell down.. klontang klonting here n there.. hate that sound.. as if itz fallin to ur head.. so heavy and shrieky.. ughh..

pic of our pieces.. frOm the pendulum exprmnt.. huahua..
(kinda funny.. a modeL with the photographer??)

("peace"!! huehue.. a few needlez and 2 corks)

(with 2 supports.. be a stronger ya go..)

couplez

hope there'll be NO hands snatch his/her partner away from each other..
let 'em live on their own..
as ONE..

alwayzz..
till unBEARable pain comes to separate 'em one dae..
then it'll stop.."

indO bbQ '07

huahua.,. taken durin bbQ..

after indO bbQ.. squeezing to my roomzz like sardines in can!!! 5 of Us pose out of 8 gaLz.. the other 2 has hit the sack and anoda one takin p!c.. huahua.. ^.~

for more detailz.. can check out nesty'z blOg.. huau.. lazy to write.. and summOre ther'z me n julz pic with magiC powder all over our facezzzz after playin card game... OMG>.. tats really REALLY mad.. i surrender to losing.. ugh.. end up as a 'cHampion'.. uhm.. y'know wad i mean..

neway.. itz fun.. filled w laughter n jokez..

happiness iz

Happiness EXISTS
for those who are cryin..
those who are hurt
those who search for it
and those who've tried
because THOSE are the peopLe who appreciates
how meaningfuL the soul who've touched their heart..

a PURE LOVE..
is when even u let down ur TEARS for 'em
and u find that u STILL care for 'em..
is when they are NO longer care 4 u
and u STILL hold ur faith to wait for 'em..
is when they starts to fall in love with OTHER
and u STILL smile while saying "I'm happy for u"..

if ur love FAILS,
FREE urself..
Let your wings of heart spreads and FLY to the sky..
take it as that u FOUND a love and LOST it..
but when the love DIES.,
u don't NEED to DIE with them..

a TRUE FRIEND..
understand u when u say "I forgot.."
waits foreVer when u say "Wait for a whiLe.."
stay by ur side when u say "Leave me aLone"
open his/her door before u ask "Can i go in..?"

LOVIN...
is NOT how you FORGET but how you FORGIVE..
is NOT how you LISTEN to 'em but how you UNDERSTAND..
is NOT what you SEE but what you FEEL..
is NOT how you LET it GO but how you GO THROUGH..

It's more HURTFUL when u CRY inside..
rather than when u cry it OUT..
tears on your eyes can be wiped off..
for tears inside heart left UNFORGETTABLE deep pain..

there will be a times when u have to STOP lovin someone..
not because they don't love you NOMORE..
BUT because we are aware that they will be HAPPIER when we LET 'em go..

If you REALLY love someone..
don't let 'em go..
LETTIN GO doesn't mean u really LOVE 'em..
so "Fight for ur Dream"
that's what they called : C I N T A S E J A T I..
not as in : "Easy Come...Easy Go"

Sometimez, the ONE you loVe iz da one who HURTS you da most..
and sometimes, a friend who brings u to his/her hugs
and cries with u is the loVe you neva expect..

`mell_^^