what is worse

Numbing the pain for a while will only make it worse when you finally feel it.

-Dumbledore-

(lovecanthurt.tumblr)

stuck between choices

FMLIA

today, i walked halfway through the usual soccer field path, enjoying the windy day and thinking of how nice the weather's gonna be. five seconds later, rain poured in so i have no choice but run throughout the rest of the path towards the sheltered bus stop. a drenched look all over; half-dried shampooed hair, water polkadot on grey top and jeans, sticky shoes feeling.

i crossed the overhead bridge and waited 518 bus for 30 minutes, my drenched hair has dried. i saw Prilly across the road waiting for her bus. and in the morning i rushed before her just to get to orchard earlier. FMLIA.

deception

starry dream

The stars lean down to kiss you, I lie awake and miss you.

disappointing

you know what's the disappointing part?

it's knowing that you never take me so seriously.

appreciate

bullet

creds: ~Risuchia

took me forever to take that bullet out of my heart

trying too hard

+++

"you are trying too hard" is all i need to hear and i will stop.

will you be there

my eyes are barely seeing anything in focus now. but i don't feel like sleeping. i'm so tired. my mind is bloody tired. can't concentrate. can't think. there is no excitement in looking forward to tomorrow.

now that i can finally connect to internet i felt so bored. =X

msn is untouchable.

anyway, moving in here is a little more exciting. but the first day sleeping alone in one small room was kinda dreadful and loneddd-ly. but not anymore :D i loove TransNationalStudies. the lesson the tutor. the house mates. everything seems so alright. hope it's gonna be fine all along.

you know when a girl is looking at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering just how long you will be around.

what are we?

what i can feel

is just

a complete vagueness.